--is this supposed to sound like I hate my life, because I LOVE my live and everything about it! ((Mostly XD)) But, I must rant so to all who happen to read this, please don't think I am a true 'moaner and whiner' XD---Although, in a way, I am a complainer but, anyway, I'm getting away from the point.

BEWARE THE RANT

By GEORGE! And for all those named 'George', I feel for you for having such a phrase associated with your name, although it sounds cool so really, nevermind....ANYWAY--I can't stand how icky I feel right now! D:

I feel unmotivated

I feel sluggish--a tad fat, even though I know I am not. For all those who know me, me now that I am a stick! XD But, most don't see my legs...*pats them*

I feel unneeded

and most of all, I feel just a tad angry.

I have ranted about it before but BY GEORGE I feel it again so I apologize again--but AAAAAAAAAG.

The one thing that really gets to me right now is I hardly ever seem to talk with my friends, with some exceptions, and I know the others I don't talk to are my fault too as I don't initate coversations with them--all the same, it is like I'm not missed or anything like that. I know I must sound like a needy kid but, I dunno, I am just having one of those low moments. Whenever friends of mine talk with me I never know what all to say as I can't think of anything interesting to say. That astoundes me as I can talk just fine to myself--I AM WEIRD, DON'T STRAIGHT JACKET ME XD--on a positive note, I know that my lack of conversational flair is not too huge a problem, one that I get over when I am around people and not talking to them online. So I guess, that is why I don't talk to alot of my friends even online, as I just don't know what to say. Perhaps I need to do something exciting...hmmm I wonder if there are any monkeys around here I can swing with? XD

And onto some more ranting, even though I know I am not fat I feel out of shape. My thighs always seem to get bigger in my eyes, and I feel like I could be doing more. I exercise but, I think I could stand to ride my bike more or swim when I can. I just have to do more, so hopefully I won't wonder about this dumb thing anymore. XD

These are way out of order in regards to how I put them in my list of 'I feels', but finally, the unmotivatedness...es...? I am LAZY and this frightens me. I mean, I am a young nineteen year old girl and yet I don't do ANYTHING. This normally doesn't bother me, as I have so much I want to do with my life just no sure way of doing them yet...but on days like today it is a real poke in the pelvis! BUT, again, on the positive side, I just have to keep my butt in gear and do what I want to do! :3 I must try NOT to be boring!

Ok, so I guess what it really boils down to is that, I AM BORING. XD No wonder I feel crappy--I'm so bored I can't be happy. CURSE THE BOREDOM and all it stands for! ....Sorta. XD

THE END of the rant! HURRAY! THE VILLAGERS REJOICE!