By no means--BEWARE THE RANT
By GEORGE! And for all those named 'George', I feel for you for having such a phrase associated with your name, although it sounds cool so really, nevermind....ANYWAY--I can't stand how icky I feel right now! D:
I feel unmotivated
I feel sluggish--a tad fat, even though I know I am not. For all those who know me, me now that I am a stick! XD But, most don't see my legs...*pats them*
I feel unneeded
and most of all, I feel just a tad angry.
I have ranted about it before but BY GEORGE I feel it again so I apologize again--but AAAAAAAAAG.
The one thing that really gets to me right now is I hardly ever seem to talk with my friends, with some exceptions, and I know the others I don't talk to are my fault too as I don't initate coversations with them--all the same, it is like I'm not missed or anything like that. I know I must sound like a needy kid but, I dunno, I am just having one of those low moments. Whenever friends of mine talk with me I never know what all to say as I can't think of anything interesting to say. That astoundes me as I can talk just fine to myself--I AM WEIRD, DON'T STRAIGHT JACKET ME XD--on a positive note, I know that my lack of conversational flair is not too huge a problem, one that I get over when I am around people and not talking to them online. So I guess, that is why I don't talk to alot of my friends even online, as I just don't know what to say. Perhaps I need to do something exciting...hmmm I wonder if there are any monkeys around here I can swing with? XD
And onto some more ranting, even though I know I am not fat I feel out of shape. My thighs always seem to get bigger in my eyes, and I feel like I could be doing more. I exercise but, I think I could stand to ride my bike more or swim when I can. I just have to do more, so hopefully I won't wonder about this dumb thing anymore. XD
These are way out of order in regards to how I put them in my list of 'I feels', but finally, the unmotivatedness...es...? I am LAZY and this frightens me. I mean, I am a young nineteen year old girl and yet I don't do ANYTHING. This normally doesn't bother me, as I have so much I want to do with my life just no sure way of doing them yet...but on days like today it is a real poke in the pelvis! BUT, again, on the positive side, I just have to keep my butt in gear and do what I want to do! :3 I must try NOT to be boring!
Ok, so I guess what it really boils down to is that, I AM BORING. XD No wonder I feel crappy--I'm so bored I can't be happy. CURSE THE BOREDOM and all it stands for! ....Sorta. XD
THE END of the rant! HURRAY! THE VILLAGERS REJOICE!
Obsessed
Devious Comments
I think we should hang out. Go to a movie or something. <3
I just don't have your phone number. <8C
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Long live *Fine-Primo! >8C -shakes fist-
Even if you had it I don't use the phone that much. XD I use aim and email way more. I can give you those if you want them. X3
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There are times when we want to hide inside..
As if the depths of our souls are shelters from the cold raging winds of night..
Yet, when you want to cry and dive into your sheltering soul..
look into the sky ...and I dare you..to FLY.
YES
WE MUST! *supresses the urge to jiggle excitedly* I missus you too! D: As I miss Sammie's deviousness I miss your malicious bloody thirsty ways (enduced by the energy drink of sugar).
Thank you for also listening to my rants, I must have sounded silly. XD
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There are times when we want to hide inside..
As if the depths of our souls are shelters from the cold raging winds of night..
Yet, when you want to cry and dive into your sheltering soul..
look into the sky ...and I dare you..to FLY.
8C Y'know...there are little things here and there that remind me of you. And every time I'm reminded, I feel like I haven't seen you in aaaaages. 8C I MISS YOU, BABY. <3
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Long live *Fine-Primo! >8C -shakes fist-
email: kgrezlikowski@bellsouth.net
X3 BWAHAHA! What are yours? X3
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There are times when we want to hide inside..
As if the depths of our souls are shelters from the cold raging winds of night..
Yet, when you want to cry and dive into your sheltering soul..
look into the sky ...and I dare you..to FLY.
Really? I am almost hestitant to ask what reminds you of me? Anytime I see awesomesuperspecial art I think of you! That and when I am at scc sitting at the tables...and when thinking of buffalo chicken wraps...now I am hungry.
I MISS YOU TOO! *glomps onto again* X3
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There are times when we want to hide inside..
As if the depths of our souls are shelters from the cold raging winds of night..
Yet, when you want to cry and dive into your sheltering soul..
look into the sky ...and I dare you..to FLY.
Just...little things. Like...I went to that Axxent store you told me about. With the eyeball jewelry? Yeah. I have one of their bracelets now. Everytime I see it, I think, "Kristen's got some like this." 8D; And I wear that damned bracelet often, lately.
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